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Subject:an action packed thursday (i wish)
Time:09:40 pm
Current Mood:accomplishedand it is done
i skipped drawing today to study for my history test, which i think i did okay on.

then i spent hours helping hang the show, which i sort of/semi did by myself after .info left. i deserve a fucking cookie, award, paycheck, or something for my great whole-hearted work ethic. or a threesome with chris johnson and robb fladry would do. ;p

then dinner was had with rachel at o'charley's. the service sucked and there was this weirdo at the bar with a huge ass lighter. you know, one of those 40 year old guys with no lives. yeah. but good times were had, yes.

looking foward to sunday and monday. cooking is always fun and whatnot. and to think i used to want to go to a cooking school...heh.

i plan to get all dressy for the opening. black and red, yeah.
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Subject:and sean was just the shit in my toilet for 2 1/2 years.
Time:09:06 am
Current Mood:moodywait, i think it's PMS.

i've been snappy lately.  i feel a million emotions at once right now and i don't think i like it.  it just leads to an assload of confusion.

sean never called me back since sunday.  and i don't consider anything over 3 days a few.  so he can kiss my ass.  i am officially single.  not dating, not taken, not anything.  fuck it.

sure, i'm hurt.  sure, i'm disappointed.  but i think it's best that it ended up this way.  i don't think i'm upset about the fact that "hey, sean didn't call me and confess his love for me"  wah wah (and because i knew that would never happen), i think i'm upset about the fact that i'm scared to be alone.  and i will admit it, that is one of my fears.  it is my greatest fear. 

a fear that i really need to overcome.

oh well, shit happens, and i guess it's time i flush it down.

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Current Music:nothing yet, but i hear jay-z is on the way...
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Subject:i almost threw up.
Time:05:49 pm
Current Mood:relievedwhew!
i was like, where the fuck is my paycheck?! it wasn't home, it wasn't in my pants, or in my purse, or my wallet. ugh!

i got here and found it in the seat crevice of my car. thank you jesus!

i was seriously freaking out, i mean it wasn't much, but i can't do without it either. (yeah, $380 means i need another job. that's for a whole month, folks.)

i'm okay now.
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Subject:the pain in my ass...
Time:01:12 am
Current Mood:aggravatedwhy isn't this shit working?!
dude, this fucking sucks.

i am in the clement lab...it is now 1:13 in the morning....and apweb still isn't working.

FUCK!! what's the deal?

oh john, the things i do for you. ;p

you owe me.




PS. robb and chris johnson, dinner was yummy. thanks for the invite! <3
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Current Music:glassjaw.....stuck pig
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Subject:i think i'm going to document all my dreams from now on.......
Time:07:55 am
Current Mood:amusedwtf!!
i had a dream last night where i:
1. bought donuts with charlsey
2. was in a really dark forest with people from the wizard of oz with alligators and a hobbit (that's what i get for reading the hobbit before bed)
3. and paul fly was sentenced the death penalty for running over kyle shock in a speed boat. i felt bad for mr. fly and then made out with him.

what the fuck is that?! this dream makes absolutely no fucking sense! and yeah, that was all in the same dream.
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Subject:i just felt the urge to post this...
Time:10:07 pm
Current Mood:hornyhmm, penetration...
i am extremely horny right now. why?
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Time:07:29 am
Current Mood:happyyummy

yes, redheads are hot.....

 

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Subject:the good, the bad, and the great!
Time:05:53 pm
Current Mood:hornywesley: show me your penis.
i have completed 2 sculptures for the art show. well, they're both questionable, but i might just fix that tomorrow during class.

i have a mixed media thingy i would like to turn in, but it must be either framed or hangable to look decent. oooh, and a drawing that i did today, but i love it, so yeah.

unfortunately i never got around to finishing my painting at home, but oh well. i still feel very accomplished.


and my hair will hopefully be red by tomorrow. yes, redheads are hot. ;p
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Subject:don't touch the money
Time:10:21 pm
Current Mood:bitchyfucking asians
i think i'm going to pick up some reddish brown hair dye at wally world. i figure i better look normal if i want to score a job, because april is the month to be on the lookout. or if things keep sucking at the wok, maybe i'll just quit now.

the money isn't good, the food isn't good anymore, the tips aren't good, and the people aren't good. i think they've held a grudge against me since they thought i was going to quit in november/december. now they're just treating me like dirt. i don't deserve it. i've dedicated more than i should have to that joint the past 2.3 years. bastards.

but all in all, it just depresses me to work there now days. i hate that feeling.


i have to buck up the next 2 days to get my art show submissions ready. and oh shit, i was supposed to work on my illustration project today. fuck.
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Current Music:AAAAGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!
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Subject:fuck you people, you're making me racist.
Time:09:21 pm
Current Mood:aggravatedFUCK!
i hate work. i FUCKING HATE WORK.

they can all burn in hell. ALL OF YOU!!

they will NEVER believe a fucking word i say, EVER, because i'm just the young, white, american chick. thank you very fucking much, i know how to do my job and i do it well, even though you will never think so because i'm not fucking chinese. well FUCK YOU, because i know what the fuck i am doing. teach the other bitch how to count and maybe i'll be a little nicer at work.

FUCK. i feel like quitting, like tomorrow. not the end of may, not next week, but fucking tomorrow. all because you people fucking suck ovaries.

plus my paycheck for this month will be in the $350 area. AND THAT FUCKING SUCKS, TOO!! how the hell am i supposed to live off of that shit?!

KISS MY ASS.
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